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Jacob Hodgkin
Canada
My name is Jacob
I fade in the mob
Never had a good job
And likes corn on the cob

Current Residence: a cozy corner of the world
Favourite genre of music: Dub/Jazz/Metal/Blues/Carnival
Favourite style of art: The kind that Makes you Think
Operating System: "My Magical Vanishing Memory Machine"
Shell of choice: Turtle
Skin of choice: Anyone but Mine
Personal Quote: I'm just a Rock in the Ocean, Failing to Suspend
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What is happening in my life that I could bring myself to type out...
Well, this town is getting to me. In a bad way. I know I shouldn't complain too much, because there's always the possibility of moving somewhere else, and sow the seeds of a new life within a new area. But getting my family back together has been somewhat bitter-sweet... I feel guilty for being in their hair this long and fucking up the few chances I've been given.
Sometimes I think it'd be a right move to end the show... but there's so much I haven't done! I can't give up. It's not worth losing, even if I'll be in a wheelchair in five years, or I drop dead in the street due to a cardiac arrest.

Nevertheless, I have to keep trying for everyone around me including myself. I'm awfully good at kicking myself now that my nerves have given themselves so much practice, but I think I'd much rather live with myself in a positive way rather than believing that I'm a burden and am not worth the spare parts it took to assemble me. Or what I think is me. That's another problem entirely... Maybe having to do with some deep-rooted psychological abnormality or the conditioning I was through. At this point, it might be best to see a professional to help me bounce the ball off more than just one wall... Second opinion that isn't coming from people who I'm used to hearing complimentary things from. A STRANGER's OPINION! One that is not biased or distorted by the possibilities that they might know what sort of shit I've done.

Speaking of shit I've done... There hasn't been a lot as far as financial. Aside from the fact that my loans are picking up and I'm going to start paying them back... Soon.
So maybe moving up to Tofino with Evan, Sharon and Rylee would be good. Even if I was just a scraggly speed head in the dish-pit, I'd still be better off than rotting in this prison. And be getting paid for it!
Yeah, I think up North is going to be my next goal... Now I just have to update my god-forsaken resume and remember my old bosses last name! FUCK!
  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: Fuck Shit Up - Wingnut Dishwasher's Union

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abbrivi8 Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2011  Student Digital Artist
hey dude. you ever done a massive minecraft piece?
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AshenAbstraction Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2011
I've built some major things, like houses and stuff on my own. I helped my friend construct a gigantic evil tower, and that's probably the most I've done.
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abbrivi8 Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2011  Student Digital Artist
ok. its just this is takeing ages and was wondering if theres any easyer ways haha
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abbrivi8 Featured By Owner May 14, 2011  Student Digital Artist
thanks for the fave :D
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abbrivi8 Featured By Owner May 2, 2011  Student Digital Artist
completly forgot about my dinosaur. went back on my mates sever just now and was a pleasant surprise. got a pic up now.
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abbrivi8 Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2011  Student Digital Artist
thats a point. completly forgot about that dinosaur. is on my mate server. need to finish that
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EricALischka Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
and thanks for the fave ^ _^
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AshenAbstraction Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2011
You're welcome! Thanks for doodlin' during class :P
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EricALischka Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
lol
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crazigamerz Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yes, i do like your face....

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